thoughts.random thoughts.

Once upon time life was simple assholes for boyfriends weren't acceptable, people could voice their thoughts and opinions with out being judged.

I forgot how much I love to smile and admire the beauty around me. Today while talking to a friend she told me I was inspiring and sometimes I forget to stop, breathe and remember I am human, and I need to accept that i'm not perfect but, i'm my kind of perfect. I've been thru some crazy things, thru it all I try to smile and get on. I will never let anyone take my joy away ever again, for some reason regardless of all the horrible luck i've had with love I still have hope that one day i'm gonna find someone who completely sweeps me off my feets:) Part of the reason of why i'm so hopeful is I have this amazing strong bond with my family and that unconditional love they give is something I want to share with someone there aren't many people I love so, when I love, I love hard.I'd do anything for those couple few

Part of me blogging has helped me straighten out my feelings considering I kinda suck at putting myself out there. At times if felt as if I was an emotionless monster cause the only feeling that came out was anger.

Being happy is so much easier then being angry. "The most beautiful people are the ones who have gone thru the most traumatic experiences, and thru it all they still manage to keep faith and never stop smiling"

God has blessed me with the strength to get thru each day. Never question his motives his plans are always better than anything you might have in mind he's amazing and his love for us is more than we can imagine.