Holding onto hope.

"when will I see you again, you left with no goodbye not a single word was said, when was the last time you thought of me or have you completely erased me from your memory."

A moment, a chance that opportunity waiting around the corner all have the drastic ability to change your life in an instant if you take that chance it's crazy how something that can seem so small and insignificant can change you in ways unimaginable, and the part that trips me out the most is that you don't even realize its happening. I fell into the victim of new and for once all those feeling that I thought id never get back happened all over again,rushing and consuming me quickly with everything. 

What am I doing

What are we doing

We started here but now we're way over there

Where is the rush is it still there

You're my new the exciting the different 

Or are you really the same 

I feel like once you've had one you've had them all

The truth... after a while they all feel the same

Whats happening between us 

Am I just your every now and again source of entertainment

I told you everything you needed to know

Because you weren't him

I let all my fears go and dove in head first

I'm dedicating all this time when I really shouldn't be

Its way to early for mistakes 

Do you really mean what you say when no one's around 

The feeling, the physical, the affection 

The coexistence of anyone or anything else and drowned out sound in full room

That was everything, a simple feeling but it was everything

Its like you read me, and the wanting you turns more into a need

Missing you just because, is this what love does

Blinds us all, and rebirths old insecurities 

Takes us away from the truth

When is it right to let go 

This run eneded before it really began

Now all I know is

All I want is you

miss you stranger not one day has gone by that I haven't thought of you,or been caught in a moment thinking of what was as oppose to what is. My heart hurts and its a reminder i miss you. Opportunity granted me you and chance led me here with the purest heart my good intentions resulted into you bad decisions. Now we're here stuck...How can you be attached to something that almost never was,I should be over it and I DO know better but its just not the case. I'll always wonder what if and why. Have you really just become the one that got away?