thoughts.

So...I lost a little bit of inspiration and have been thinking to far into what i'll write about next, but honestly, I have so many twists and shitty situations that have occurred; on the brighter side shitty situations inspire brilliant solutions, I dont even know where to begin so I'll break it down...

The way that I've been putting people into perspective is awful and the more time that passes with the way I feel about others it doesn't seem to lighten up, its such a cruel mean world, people are really in it for themselves this is nothing new to me something I've always known,just the fact that certain elements just make it a harsher reality to accept. My personal life is really failing to exist the more and more ive tried to keep to myself and be private, others make assumptions and put their suggestions on what my life is about...umm excuse me are you me?...NO! If I dont wanna talk about something I wont ive always been that way, so who are you to say this is what happened or put your twist on something that never really happened, something I need to learn to accept is people will always talk...the cowards who have nothing better to do with their time will talk behind your back and if you feed into some of the cruel things people say it can eat you alive, I've made the mistake to listen but I will never understand how my life effects theirs why would someone try to sabotage something if they know its what makes the other person happy, misery truly loves company Ive completely given up, im emotionally checked out and drained of feelings, I've lived in seattle all my life and I think I'm just ready to get away Ive been doing some research and have some exciting plans ahead of me, come july I'll be ready to start the new chapter of my life and some will never understand but I just dont care anymore its what I want. Without me they really fail to exist its hard to stay positive when you always surrounded by negativity.

I went on a trip to ocean shores with my family over the weekend.