I'D never break the promises I made to MYSELF.

I'm ME. 

Those who can't accept ME and love ME for ME, can keep it pushing, I'm so tired of caring for everyone else's feelings. I was afraid to be alone and just accept the way things are but now I'VE just gotten to the point, I wanna make ME happy I wanna love ME again I wanna learn who I am again. Somewhere in the past couple of years I'VE lost MYSELF, I let peoples words just destruct what I'M about, I cared to much for others' feelings not enough for MY own,there aren't many people I trust and love so when I love, I love hard, but all it's brought ME is hurt and confusion if someone really loves ME why would they hurt ME or leave ME, NO MORE NEGATIVITY, I DON'T WANT IT! I DON'T NEED IT, I'M MAKING A CHANGE.I wanna be better than who I was before all this, I know back than I was secure with MYSELF and I loved MYSELF, I loved who I was, no one could say anything to hurt ME. At time I was SELFISH but it was ok cause it was for ME to protect MYSELF from something like this happening. No one will ever understand the hurt and insecurities that have been set in over time, thats just fine with ME. Life will be different and now be lived to the fullest with no regrets, cause for once its gonna be about ME. What I, I'VE,I'D,MY, ME, MYSELF, is all that matters no one can change how I feel but ME, so its time to accept reality and move on forward to what I want, "I'M so sorry I'M so SELFISH."

and yes, this is about ME.