In between time my bestest came home from the Dirty-E! Gahhh I LOVE IT WHEN SHE COMES HOME AND WE FUCK SHIT UP TOGETHER! We celebrated a friends birthday, of course always a good time with her:)
SOOOOOO KILLAAKASSS was home shout out to her which I need to speak on cause I don't think people really understand how much I freaking adore her! She has been there for me thru some of my hardest battles, and has always respected and supported my decisions, wether she agreed with them or not. That takes a lot, to be there UNCONDITIONALLY, she's amazing, such a beautiful person inside and out, strong willed and self motivate there aren't many like that anymore! I can depend on her thru anything and I hope she knows I'm here for her too! It sucks she goes to school so far but, when were reunited its always a parlaaay! I wish everyone could have a friend like her i'm so lucky and blessed to have her crazy ass in my life!
Last but definitely not least my family I spent the past saturday with my family all day. I'm so blessed I cant even emphasize on it enough,how many people can sit in a room listening to music, chill and smoke hookah with their fam and it not be awkward?...lol I CAN! I was raised with such strong family values and morals that at this point I couldn't even imagine life without them,I truly feel sad for the people who don't have that in their life, I highly encourage to be in tune with your fam cause in the end besides yourself, your family is all you have. My family is beautiful,strong and each one of us has a story and a different outlook on life, which makes us all unique and truly made in God's beautiful image, I love spending time with them. In my adolescent days I took advantage of it since things we pretty much made for me I didn't appreciate being around or the luxury of having them around but, now that I'm older and learned a lot more its different spending time with them is something I cherish so much, I can talk to them about anything and I hope they feel the same cause I'm always here for them, for whatever they need whenever they need it. It's crazy to think how grown we are, and exactly where we are in life I couldn't be any more proud of them they've become such beautiful souls inside and out. Their hearts our filled with so much compassion, I had to stop myself just last night and think how lucky I am to have them.I love you guys sooo much! and I'm soo proud of you:) continue on being amazing God has so much in store for you and I know sometimes life can beat us all down but, as long as we have each other and you believe, everything will always be ok, thats all you need! Don't let the world get the best of you, your so much stronger than it! I'm always here and I love you.
babygirl, she's so precious on our car ride to the mall.
"Seattle is such a beautiful place but, it's filled with such ugly people." -killak
The winter's been a hard cold one but, I'm back on both feet strong and this time I don't think I can be knocked over, with school starting for me in the spring,this amazing gym i've joined and this new fresh, positive outlook i'm having on life this year will be my year..like Drake says " I think maybe I was numb to it last year but, you know I feel it now more than ever." This will be the year that I won't even feel shit, God has blessed me beyond my belief that sometimes I stress about the little things that aren't important and forget to count my blessing, just a reminder mostly for me, but anyone who this applies to God is there, He listens, He loves you more than anything, He created you...He know your insides and out, every hair on your head, your every want and need, He wants whats best for you and at times we don't understand it but it's always a lesson to be learned,and it's always in our favor.
xoxoRanita
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