Everyone looks forward to the spring, fresh new relationships tend to bloom in the spring to carry out and be summer romances and if your lucky that love affair last thru the winter and sometimes forever.
I miss the excitement and fresh feeling that new brings, that feeling you get in your stomach of butterflies, everything just seems more beautiful. Your happy, you just cant explain it. Whats even best is when the feelings mutual, new love is one of the more glorious things, you start all over with someone different, you relearn and try to undo things from the past, the most common mistake is bringing the past into something new, its hard to forget an old routine when its all you've known for so long like as for me being in the same relationship for the past 4 years I don't know anything else I miss having certain things but i'm no where near ready to try being with someone else, being alone is whats best for me i'm loving myself and my personal space so as of now my love life is nonexistent, dating is scary and awkward, I'm just not ready. Emotionally i'm checked out and doing me. The spring is best for fresh new starts not even with love but all aspects of your life!
Do something for you!
Make you and God your best friends God is pretty amazing and anything you feel like you cant deal with depend on him he'll take care of you, just pray he loves you more than anyone will.
Join a class
Go back to school and try something you've always thought about
join a gym
go for walks and enjoy the beauty of life around you
life tends to pass ALOT easier when you do it with a smile
get to know yourself, love you no one else can make you happy and I cant stress that enough don't depend on anyone to make you happy learn to be independent for yourself, nothing should come between you and your happiness don't let anyone hold you back and tell you, you cant. cause you can!
From personal experience people are always gonna talk and its not because your doing wrong, its because they have nothing better going on in their lives so all they know how to do is gossip, in some sick way putting someone else down makes them feel better ,but don't worry about those losers. Just do you! Fake people are among us all the time and the worst is when its the people closest to you, but take that as a lesson learned forgive and keep it pushing with a smile on your face, kill them with kindness that hate seeing you succeed.
For once in my life I'm actually doing all the things I want, I've held myself back for so long for all the wrong reasons and really 2012 has been the year where i'm really learning to love myself and do things that make me happy and not really caring what people have to say, I've learned who my true friends are and they know who they are, i trust them with my life and theres not many I can say that about my relationship with my family has been better than ever I'm truly blessed for all I have in life, Im a luck girl and sometimes you just need to stop and realize everything you do have instead of complaining about the things you don't, and again nothing that is going on in my life is possible without God so he deserves all the credit he truly is so amazing. I haven't always been this way it took me a long time to get to where im at, a lot of mistakes and really re-learning who I am. I encourage everyone to really try it. LOVE YOURSELF thats unfuckwithable.
so happy spring:)
xoxo Ranita
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