Love from a distance.

A sense of comfort has been set in me after last night after a conversation with someone close to me, I feel like I can finally breathe again the reassurance of everything is gonna be ok, It was EXACTLY what I needed. It was pointed out to me not only was this person close to me on intimate levels this person was someone I confided in like a best friend...so when they walked out of my life not only did I loose a confidant, but my best friend too, it was a breath of fresh air to be able to put feelings and drama aside and just talk for hours about life, the past, the future and most importantly now...I felt warm and loved from a afar despite the differences and the past i've had with this person they will always and forever be someone close to my heart. They say "distance makes the heart grow fonder." I know the distance for us in previous situations made things more difficult. When your just so infatuated with someone you wanna spend all your time with them and in our case we didnt have the privilege to do so. We tried to make the best of it and it didnt work for the most part it started to become alot of work alot hurtful things were said "and they just words but they cut deep" (hahaha oh Drake he always has the right thing to say) so for us the outcome was just better if we stayed away but thats been the hard part, something keeps pulling us back love?...does it actually exist in this cruel,jealous world full of hate. So to have the time to be able to talk and not fight was great progress maybe were actually becoming adults...scary.

But never will I get that little bit of hope in me thinking everything will be ok again now, I hope in the future when all is said and done we can be at a place of peace with each other and have the future we always talked and dreamed of he knows as well as I do that's where our hearts are.

xoxoRanita