houstatlantavegas.

"She live in a mindset that I could never move to, until you find yourself it's impossible to loose you...because I never had you, all tho I would be glad to, I probably go and tattoo... your name on my heart, I swear...I start to think... that i'm going crazy...."

At times I feel like I'm stuck in this world,my own world that i've created based off all my experiences good and bad ones. Just a safe place for me that pushes me to want more for myself and the drive to pursue it,sometimes it can be a cold,lonely place that no one understands its the addiction to the money and the life you dream of that keeps me here and focused I want it and wont settle for anything less of it. Lately, I've gone thru things with personal ties to me friendship and relationship wise that have pushed me even further to NOT letting people get close to me, in the end it will always be me who made me who I am, you'll meet people thru out life that will influence,guide you and if your lucky stick with you thru it all but, initially you are here alone everything that happens will be because you did it, it's ok to be selfish for yourself, I've learned that If I want something I'm gonna work the above and waaaay beyond to get it to not just be above someone but beyond them. Houstatlantavegas is that place the first time I heard this song I just sunk into the words and you think that its about a stripper...but, really its not it goes way deeper than the words, its about someone who wants this life and no ones gonna stop them from getting it, you don't ask anyone for help you learn who you are thru the process and people will come in and out of your life but thru it all you become what your destined for, to maintain this lifestyle you cant get sucked into the pettiness of what people have to say or try do to you. Just be YOU. Nothing else matters.