Affairs of the Heart.

"Am I really surprised?"...no not really.Right back at where I started and I can't say it doesn't hurt anymore than the first time, honesty I just got to the point were ZERO FUCKS ARE GIVEN...your just the same old song instead of spending this time being all hurt and emo and being insecure i'm finally getting to the point were I just wanna make ME happy for the first time I want it to be about ME every other time I went with my heart instead of my mind...this time i'm over it and done...its been a long time coming and i'm finally ready to let go.

So for anyone who's been involved in a complicated relationship for a while and is finally realizing that it just doesn't work at least not now maybe later on down the road if some way or some how this person comes back into your life but at that point will you even want them for all the insecurities and blame they put on you?...probably not just saying... being in love is such a beautiful thing but when it starts to become a routine and the same fight reoccur and you become recluse to the whole situation its time to LET GO!! 

Its time to make life about you get to know you learn what makes you happy...spend time with the people who really love and care about you genuinely your family and closest friends. I have been blessed with such an amazing back bone to fall back onto my family I can depend on thru thick and and thin and the friends that I do trust I can rely on for anything...If you dont have that I suggest you find the people who just make you happy and eliminate the rest, i'm 21 and I know that may not be super old but I've experienced alot and I've done things that i'm not proud of but i've learned from those situation and at this point and time in my life i'm making everything about me and what gonna help me become more successful than I already am. So put on your happy face and I know its hard trust me if anyone knows its me, but you will get thru it and come out so much stronger!

Tell me about your experiences in relationships gone bad or good for that matter...Ask me questions or for advice I'd love to help! Or even things you want us to talk about on our blog!

-xoxoRanita